Yesterday, 30th May of 2008 was a day of great significance for me, at least it was supposed to be a good day for me. I tried hard this year and did everything one student can do from a far away town named Jalpaiguri. But the result blown away my hopes and my dreams, almost completely. I just got a chance in Extended Merit List for IISER or ISRO, but not a single one for the IITs, IT-BHU or ISMU.

I am in a state of great grief and anxiety, did not even know that failure can hit a man so hard by destroying his dreams and aspirations. Now I cant think of my future now, without IITs. I always wanted to study Physics from a reputated Institution and still preferring it over other Engineering courses. So IISER might be a good option for me but I am not sure about getting chances there.

Lets see what happens....